@bobsredmilf
aw man that sounds swell. wish that happened to me
i got hired at a bakery and we don't get tips or donuts :( but its whole foods (am*zon) so its to be expected
@girlofswords
what exactly about the transsexual experience do they wish they had anyways? this fucking SUCKS!! i would literally rather be a cis guy without gender dysphoria than what i am now, let alone live a normal life as a girl... yknow... what i transitioned for...
@CI0TA
same ones go "what abt ur transness makes u so ashamed" likeee its not my transness thats the problem !! its that ppl see it the same as ur fetishposting !!!!
@Femby_Tradwife
i used to think this . now i know that my default neck and shoulder posture simply doesnt pass from most angles . idk if u were talking abt that or face stuff
yknow pride events would feel a lot less alienating to me as a trans woman if i could be proudly trans at my workplace without being mysteriously let go for it
@feralhousepuppy
@r0ckyh0rr0r__
i learned a good bit of sign language in that period lol gave up bc i realized that Deaf ppl actually experience Extreme Inconvenience All The Time (abled person discovers why a social disability is such - shock&horror)
voice training now lol
@grey990s
@shiggynips12
shit man if u have a mindset like this so soon after it ended, ur on the right track fs. ur gonna make it thru and be a better person for having done it, im sure
PROG AFFIRMATIONS
- i am not disgusting
- i am lucky I have hormones
- i am a top
- i want my T suppressed
- i want a better body
- i dont like things up my butt
- i am cissexual
- i am not going to text her
@spongdragon
@YIMBYLAND
@ry_serene
add to that that the usual speed of traffic is +5 or 10mph when no cops around, and the crazies go 20-30 over. its not great. wish we made unsafe driving dangerous for the driver like they do in parts of austin.
@redrum_panda
i asked if sexual trauma was responsible for my bad posture . the answer was maybe
then i started stretching to correct it and cried uncontrollably without emotion every time. so maybe
okay, so ive been sobering up, finding spirituality, and making friends. am i supposed to get into astrology yet, or do i have to wait for a relationship to explode
the type of tgirl that is most visible and common online has been primed against acknowledgement of dimorphism .
they react with vitriol to any implication that anything can be "clocky".
such a topic, as a transsexual, is core to my life. but it can't come up with them
celebrated my 20th today w family kbbq. laughed a lot. ate a lot of good food.
on the drive home couldn't stop thinking about my parents getting old, and how statistically i have spent most of the time i have with them. im not close enough to them . they try so much . fuck
it seems like i either have to be cis to them, or i cant talk to them . that sucks!
i see now why people wallow. they're passively pushing away the people they need to learn from.
i was like them for a while. idk what changed. i wonder what else ive been pushing away ..
@boymoderology
i wish mine was that cute..... its like 2in flaccid.................. a twinky bi guy excitedly asked me if i was a switch halfway through fucking me when he saw me hard 😭😭😭 its so fucking over
moments of tenderness like that are honestly what i think i live for . i dont want to feel like i got a lot done when i die, or that i had a really fun time even
i want to die remembering many moments of individual vulnerability. raw emotional connection impacts me so deeply
todays agenda:
8am wakeup
9am walk
11am gooning
12am sextortion
1pm take readiness exam for community college
2pm panicking over late registration for summer term at cc
3pm+: any suggestions ?
@ohcrapohno
were you ever close enough to her to ask her about it? like if she used to struggle with social or recollection skills ? i ask bc ive found in instances of ppl like this that their "superhumanity" is sometimes just being dedicated and intentional at self improvement