it is wild to still have Japanese people ask if I’m just in Tokyo for travel, like do they not know international tourists have been banned from Japan for like 2 years now?? Lol
had irl Tomoko take my order at McDonald’s; I was mesmerized by the dark circles under her eyes and greasy hair while she mistook my order and then got confused with what change to give me back. It was magical
my phone autocorrects “Japan” to “Jason” a lot, so when I make complaints about living here it sound like im blaming everything on this one guy, like “another state of emergency? Thanks Jason 😒” or “why are these oranges packaged in plastic? Fucking Jason 🙄”
ppl always wanna talk about what’s “attractive” about a person and honestly there’s nothing more attractive than a good personality, a good soul, someone who wants you to be happy, thats always most important, that’s what makes someone overall attractive to me and always will be
i love showing up to a party filled with cute girls who all stop to tell me how cute i am and i get to tell them how cute they are and we just get to be cute together and feel cute , it’s not even vapid, we just appreciate each other’s cuteness , we are just on the same cute wave
I’ve been in hospital care for 2 weeks now
I’m on 3 new medications and I’m sleeping a lot
I’m deeply sad and I wish I was different, but i am trying to focus on getting better, being alive and not hating myself
The past few months spent with
@Harmful_logic
are easily the best months Ive had in Japan. He’s one of the greatest people ive ever met; caring, funny, cute & epic. He always made me feel special and I cherish the time we spent here together. I am so lucky. Ty forever, i love you
i was on the train and this guy sitting across from me had what appeared to be a tattoo of Eva Unit-01. It looked cool so when I got up to leave I said “hey i rly like your tattoo!” And he says “oh wow thanks!!” and I look back down at it and it was actually a shark smoking weed
a few years ago i was super obsessed with Anohana, the anime meant a lot to me and really helped me, so on my first trip to Japan i traveled all the way to Chichibu where it takes places and i wore the Anohana dress i made and took pics! no regrets, live your best anime life 🌸
I’ve been up for like 27 hours and I’m at the airport to pick up some weird breakcore producer and this image keeps showing on a screen , can’t tell if I’m hallucinating it
one day ill live in a new apartment it will be worse than my current apartment but it will be ok because i will have a new life, one I’m happier with , surrounded by the ppl i love and the life I want, maybe it’s not perfect but i will love it for what it is and maybe u r there 2
relieved to announce i will be starting Ketamine Therapy tomorrow. this is actually the main reason i moved from Japan to Canada this year.
the clinic suggested i listen to music while undergoing IV treatment, so if u have any suggestions for my playlist, please share below <3
i mentioned to my parents that i was stuck at the passport office and my dad drove his scooter over and dropped off a little packed lunch from my mom 😭 in a vintage Sailor Moon lunchbox 😭😭😭 i love them so much 😭🤍🤍🤍
last night I went to 7-11 after my job and there was a guy restocking the shelf, i didn’t wanna get in his way so i told him I’d go through the other aisle and he spent the rest of my time in the shop telling me how unbelievably kind i was……. 7-11 guy must have trauma….
Anyway, it’s not that hard to educate yourself on BPD instead of creating judgements based on sensationalized media filled with poor representation! there are tons of great resources out there on *understanding* people with BPD, I have always loved this infographic in particular:
good idea for an anime: a story about a maid who keeps her master's home very tidy and cooks him lovely meals but in her own life she is a complete slob and only eats conbini food
it’s pride month so fyi im low key not only a girl but also kind of a boy but like a little boygirl like a malewife like a little girlhusband but you can still call me a girl but also maybe your boyfriend ha ha yeah I’m sweating
tonight i went to the prescreening of the film i starred in. After it finished, my manager turned to me and said through tears, “I am so proud of you” and gave me a headpat 🤍🏳️🌈
i have started a fundraiser for Ketamine Therapy on Ko-fi
this was really difficult to post about, but I’m desperate
I am offering hand-painted clothes & stickers I designed, bc I want to be able to give something back. ill also offer unreleased demos soon!
link in comments 🤍
thank u everyone who came to see me live on Friday 👼
i love
@FORESTLIMIT
so performing there was a dream ♡ special ty to
@gn_migeru
for having me.
pls look forward to new music soon ⭐️ 本当にありがとうございました!
i need to stop surrounding myself with cute lil hotties bc it’s *really* distracting me from my hikikomori femcel grind of making music for a niche internet audience 😭😭😭
unpopular opinion but if u don’t like the way your friends do things and are constantly asking for *more* from them, maybe the problem is… you? and ur asking too much??? like sometimes ppl can’t live up to ur expectations and that’s actually okay
relieved to announce i will be starting Ketamine Therapy tomorrow. this is actually the main reason i moved from Japan to Canada this year.
the clinic suggested i listen to music while undergoing IV treatment, so if u have any suggestions for my playlist, please share below <3
got covid, been almost a week isolated at home , great way to spend the last week of your twenties, really puts you in touch with your depressive and mentally ill side <3
thinkin bout the time i went on a date with a guy to eat parfait & explained that i couldnt eat gluten so he told the staff in Japanese & i thought he was being all kind & chivalrous but actually he was just asking so they would put all my cake bits into a lil bowl for him to eat