I am NOT ok. Im strugglin. But i am functioning. With genuine smiles and laughs amidst the pain. My heart is broken but im not paralyzed by it. Emotional Multitasking. It’s hard as hell but i will survive. I have to. Just know when you see me smile at u. It’s real
Some dude tackled Dave Chappelle on stage and that dude got stomped out forthwith. They took his arm off and put it back on backwards. That’s what he get. This attacking people on stage aint gon fly.
I think people that didn’t like “Wakanda Forever” didn’t see it from a human emotion and grief perspective. And i get it, it’s a comic book movie so you expect action. But the movie is about loss and the creators and actors in this film experienced real loss from a human being.
When black folks use the N-word, it doesn’t bother me. When a black person that hangs with mostly white folks says the “N-Word” a lot, i get triggered. I know some black comedians like that. *squints eyes*.
Im battling depression organically. No drugs. I know the source of my depression. I think you all know the source. But im fighting tho! Im fightin like alley cats at 2 am. 😂😂😂
Our lost loved ones would want us to be happy. We mourn and grieve because we miss them terribly, but they wouldn’t want us to be sad. Im sayin this to you all but i’m also sayin this to myself. Happy birthday Cerain Baker. Lets Goooooo 1/3/2000-♾
Ever since i lost my son, i don’t like half hugs from people anymore. That half hug, church BS. Nah. I want FULL hugs, chest to chest. Crotch to Crotch. Male. Female. Gay. Straight. Crooked. Sideways. I don’t give a damn. Full Hug energy was powerful for me.
Some parents just love their children, but it doesn’t seem like they actually LIKE their children. I LIKE my sons. Always have. Even if they weren’t my offspring I ‘d be like “I like these guys right here”. ♥️♥️. The Baker Boyz.
Nobody:
Me: Outside of myself,
@KevOnStage
has put more money in my pocket than anyone else ever has. Hands down.
Kev you gon take every piece of this appreciation & gratitude. Hold these flowers,soil, fertilizer & pot. And HUSH
@TheCinemaTicket
HELL YEAH!
“Crimson Tide”
“Ricochet”
“Malcolm X”
“Mo Betta Blues”
“He Got Game”
“Inside Man”
“Out Of Time”
“Philadelphia”
“Book Of Eli”
“The Equalizer”
“Devil In A Blue Dress”
“Man On Fire”
“The Hurricane”
“Remember The Titans”
“Flight”
“Fences”
“Fallen”
I don’t know what it is but i TRULY feel like my son is ok. I just miss him terribly. And yal already know that i be like “GOD, i could have taken his place”. But we all know it doesn’t work like that.
Fellas. FELLAS!! DUDES! Im talkin to the dudes right now. What is your favorite Beyonce song of all time? Ladies, don’t throw a mustache on your profile and answer this! 😂😂😂
Your lost loved one would not want you to die with them. They would want you to push through and LIVE. Giving up is not some type of grand/romanticized gesture of love & grief. Carry their memory and love in your heart and cherish it. Push Through.
Man. I would give anything to get my son back. But i know that’s not how it works, we just gotta take it. I wish there was a customer service line i could get in for this. I HATE customer service lines, but for THIS I ‘d be waiting outside the Life & Death store before it opens.
Many of my loved ones and fans have been reaching out to me lately just to check on me. Due to the holidays and also with there being so many tragedies due to suicide. I just want yal to know, even tho i am sad and heartbroken, especially now, just know i am not going ANYWHERE
Sooooo i watched “Predator” again on the plane yesterday. I’ve this classic SEVERAL times and i never noticed that the closing credits was set up like a sitcom. 😂😂. So i just added the “Family Matters” theme. 😂😂. All movies should end like this. No matter how serious.
“We Ride Together. We Die Together. Bad Marriage For Life”. —- Will & Jada. Will & Jada didn’t owe any of us a damn thing on info regarding their marriage and other relationships. But here them talk about it was refreshing.
Regret is a waste because you can’t change it. It’s all negativity. Best you can do is move forward while being aware of what not to do next time. Tell Regret’s musty ass to have several seats.
I don’t have a Netflix special. But i do have a pretty HILARIOUS special for sale independently on my website for just 7 bucks. Its my special from The Real Comedians Of Social Media tour in 2018. Click the link for purchase.
My Son
@C_bbakerr
would always say “Lets gooooo” even when it didn’t apply. Lol. Anything funny, or if something good happened he’d be like “Lets goooo”. So, i guess that will be my new sign off whenever i get off stage. That will be my way of honoring him. Yal can join in too
Stop tellin Chris Rock to “let it go”. That man got a fresh Skibbity Pap in front of MILLIONS! If that was me, im holdin on like a customer service call. CUE UP THE ON HOLD MUSIC GOTDAMMIT.
With the loss of my son, Regret has been tryin to bring his raggedy ass around. Regret had on some dusty ass, curled up K-Swiss. I told regret “get off my porch!” Regret had a shirt on with a hole in it right where his ashy nipple is. I was lookin at his nipple the whole time.
Remember Peeps. When you lose a truly LOVED one, you HAVE to live on. You have to survive. Push Through. It never means you forgot, or you didn’t care. But you must live.
When I die, i want to be cremated. And i want my ashes placed in a Grits box. And i want it to read “Here Lies Tony Baker, A Savory Ass Ni**a”. SAVORY GRITS HOE!
In this process of profound loss I have still been sticking to things that bring me joy. Music, performing stand up, eating 🙄🙄 & long walks alone. Those walks are when i really reflect. I think about my son CONSTANTLY. My heart aches but i know i ‘ll get through.
Man honestly, when you lose a child, everything else seems like small potatoes. And that mindset is gonna have its pros & cons for me goin forward. Pro: Im not gonna trip on the small stuff. Con: People will feel like i don’t care enough. But this is where i am right now.
You can be in an emotional crisis and still be smiling, laughing, goin to work, running errands, crackin jokes, eatin, doin cartwheels, makin paper airplanes, etc….. im learning a lot about myself and others through this.